My boss keeps saying well done. For everything. Like 'well done, you made a phone call.' or 'well done, you typed a letter.' It is wrong that this makes me want to kill him? I want to scream at him that an indiot monkey could do this job and that it makes my brain hurt to be so forgotten during the day. I am cleverer than this!
Yesterday i was kindly informed that this would be most interesting day i would have at 'idiots r us' company. Wanna take a guess at whether it was? No, what he meant was please do some work for me that is utterly unrelated to the company and is definitely not what we pay you for. Oh, and it's more important than anything else you have to do. Right then........
I'm getting a set of keys for the JIL pub and even though this means nothing really, i'm absurdly pleased that they realised that i'm clearly able to run a shift on my own and be trusted to alarm and lock up properly. It's childish really to be so pleased by this! No, actually, right now i'm gonna take any small thing that makes me happy. And this does.
As does the dress that i want on ebay to wear for my birthday next week. It's too short so i'm going to the gym a lot between now and then. Not because i think it'll make a difference to how my legs look but because I can pretend i think it has. It's all in the mind!
